Happiness Leads to Pain...

The happiest feeling in the world can cause so much pain! I wish I knew how to make it go away... You know that tugging feeling in your stomach when you love someone? You know how you miss that someone when you're not around them? Well, I have both of them and it hurts so much! It hurts so much because I know that what they're telling me will never come true. Why does it hurt so much? I wish someone would tell me.

I wish someone would tell me how to make it go away to.. but is it possible to force yourself to fall out of love with someone? The person I'm in love with told me a long time ago its not, and I know from experience its not. I've tried, to try and make the person I love happy.

I give up, someone just shoot me now.. I can't handle this anymore, I can't handle the pain anymore... I can't handle knowing that I'm so deeply in love with someone that I can't have.. .someone I've loved for so long...